Tuesday, June 30, 2009


...it just sucks. It does things to one's self esteem... or rather it just about eats it up. So not only do I continue jobless, but also esteemless, depressed, wanting to eat everything I see so that I get fat and feel even more crappy.
The other thing about being unemployed is all that time on our hands. So to fill it up I started checking out all this stuff on the internet. That made me find all these great coursed I'd love to take especially now that I have time on my hands. Except, of course, to take a course you need to have money to pay for it. I don't. Obviously.
So I start looking at photoblogs... and I realize how much I still need to learn so my self esteem gets eaten up a little more and I feel worse...
I even stumbled upon some guy who wrote about killing himself due to not finding a job... Now THAT really made me depressed.
Oh, well, maybe tomorrow will be better.... right?

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

I just entered the competition: Premio Porto Seguro de Fotografia...
It's a long shot... but I could use the boost and publicity of winning something like that... So keeping my fingers crossed! Otherwise just trying to not step on eachother's toes here at home, but going back to live with one's parents is probably one of the more difficult excercises of a grown up's life....

With a new website up: www.empk.net, I've been digging up some old photos... Here's one from quite a while ago!

Sunday, June 14, 2009